urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ceahottie A_m_A_n_D_a A_m_A_n_D_a 2005-02-23T16:52:48Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ceahottie:4418 2005-02-23T16:52:48Z 2005-02-23T16:52:48Z If u have a min. read this:<br /><br />I went 2 a party<br />but i membered wut u said<br />u told me not 2 drink @ all<br />so i had a sprite instead<br />i felt proud of myself<br />the way u said i would<br />that i didn't choose 2 drink & drive<br />though sum friends said i should<br />i knew i made a healthy choice &<br />ur advice 2 me was right<br />as the party finally ended<br />& the kids drove out of sight<br />i got into my car<br />sure 2 get home in 1 piece<br />never knowin wut was commin<br />somethin i expected da least<br />Now i'm lyin on the pavement<br />I can hear the police say<br />"This kid that caused the wreck was drunk."<br />his voice sounds so far away<br />My own blood is all around me<br />As i try hard not 2 cry<br />i can hear the parametic say<br />"this girl is goin 2 die"<br />I'm sure the guy had no idea<br />while he was flying high<br />b/c he chose 2 drink & drive<br />That i would have 2 die<br />so why do people do it<br />knowing that it ruins lives?<br />but now the pain is cuttin me<br />like a hundred stabbing knives<br />some1 should have taught him<br />that its wrong 2 drink & drive<br />mayb if his mom had<br />i'd still b alive<br />my breath is gettin shorter<br />i'm gettin really scared<br />these are my final moments<br />& im so unprepared<br />I wish that u could hold me Mom<br />as i lie here & die<br />I wish that i could say<br />I luv u & goodbye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ceahottie:3280 2005-02-04T00:13:40Z 2005-02-04T00:45:32Z nothing Hey!! Leave me 100 comments on this entry!! Anything.. juss leave um. &lt;33 Amanda<br /><br /><br /><br />Leah is the BEST!! hehe ly2d! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ceahottie:2959 2005-02-02T00:55:58Z 2005-02-02T00:55:58Z WHAT WOULD YOU DO iF::<br />» I died from suicide::<br />» I said I liked you::<br />» I kissed you::<br />» I lived next door to you::<br />» I stole something from you::<br />» I was hospitalized::<br />» I ran away from home::<br />» I got into a fight and you weren't there::<br /><br />WHAT DO YOU THiNK ABOUT MY::<br />» Personality::<br />» Eyes::<br />» Face::<br />» Hair::<br />» Clothes::<br />» Mannerisms::<br />» Body::<br />» Attitude::<br /><br />WOULD YOU::<br />» Be my friend?::<br />» Have sex with me?::<br />» Lie to make me feel better?::<br />» Spread rumors about me?::<br />» Keep a secret if I told you one?::<br />» Loan me some cash?::<br />» Hold my hand?::<br />» Take a bullet for me?::<br />» Keep in touch?::<br />» Try and solve my problems?::<br />» Love me?::<br />» Date me?::<br />» Cry for me?::<br />» Walk me to class?::<br /><br />i kinda got that from breanna but oh well!! lol<br /><br />leave comments!! (hopefully good ones lol) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:ceahottie:449 2004-12-27T01:28:16Z 2004-12-27T01:28:16Z Myself talk.. I can`t stop! <p>I finally got one of these journals! weLL.. Leah`s here. We`ve been hanging out &amp; stuff &amp; she made this 4 me. We made cookies from scratch earlier! We had Mountain Dew Livewire, peanut butter &amp; oreos! It was realy yummy! lol She`s spending the night &amp; idk what we`re gonna do 2morrow. Well I`m gonna go.. I`ll update later-- </p> <p>*AA*</p> <p>i LOVE LEAH MARiE KEMP SO iNCREDiBLY MUCH!</p>